Surrender…

i forget ,i remember
i stumble ,i am forever
i remember seeing u in me for the first time
can i use that as a pointer i wonder
my name ,fake fame ,it is all in the game
i love thy in me,why not me in me
she gave me tools
tales to remember
the grip loosens when i hold it tighter
and magic happens when i surrender
she’ll tell not to hold on to the magic or whatever
cause all is in transit
false never stays
true never fails
free me off the false
pain i welcome with all the thunder
just free me of all false
no matter what it takes
my lifes now in surrender
dissolve me in u,im done with it all
dissolve me in u,ur court has the ball


Journey within , Journey without…


i see myself as a pendulum
bouncing back and forth
between arrogance and doubt

i see myself swaying here and there
coming back in the centre
swaying away again

i think to myself may be i am the one seeing
may be i am the bolt staying
i think i get tired i think again

i step back and observe
all this drama i create
laugh at it,it makes me cry at times

i say enough is enough
bring it on
whatever it is
i will go with the flow
surrender amidst
i will free myself to just be as it is
i question this ‘i’
it is blurred than before
i question this ‘i’
and wooooof here it passes by
Sarandha